"i gon' give up"

After much thought on how I have no life.... I'm back. No one reads this. Basically because I haven't told anyone about it. 'Cept Trisha. Which I'll let her read after I alter a few things.

I had a pretty amazing night, last night. It was really funny, and I'm glad I did it. By the way... I am NOT speaking of SEX. Trisha can tell you about that ;D

Haha. I've reached the point to which I've ALMOST talked about my CAT on a blog. But I DIDN'T so there's a point, for me:D

Things are definitely looking up. No, I don't plan on changing the way things are between anyone, but I'm just glad it's A-OK. For now, that is.

Trisha, Amanda, Emily and me made a pretty sick movie, last night. My mom liked it, so I guess it's a go. I'm putting it on YouTube, now. But, it'll be a while before you can watch. I'll keep you posted.

low and behold, a freak of nature.

things will change for me

Currently listening to: The Lion Sleeps tonight byyyyy The Tokens?
Things are really changing. For the better, or the worse, I cease to know. Hopefully the better. Today was pretttty dramatic, but I'm glad it happened. I'm glad everyday happens.

It's warm out. Yay:D

Me Jen and Amanda are gonna do something totaly awesome. I'll letcha know what that happens:D

Senorita, I can forget cha.

ShowChoir:D Talk to yoooo later.

I wish I didn't spell "you" like that.
Why didn't I backspace that, Diamond Girl?

over

Currently listening to: Fighter by Christina Aguilera.

I missed band class, today. Why? Because I was feuding in the guidance room. I actually cried. For a quick 30 seconds. Which I totaly did NOT mean to do. I'm actually really pissed that I DID cry. Oh well. I'm over it.

I'm actually having second thoughts on a bunch of stuff. But I won't get into it. Anyways. It's almost Valentine's day. Eh. Not really looking forward to it. I'm definitely not "anti-valentines day." But, I just don't see the point. Yuh know?!

I'm over "that guy." I have this really annoying kink in my back. It's pissing me off. Maybe I should buy a happy meal :D

I need a good read. Suggest something.
holler.


BTW- I'm going to force Jen&Amanda to become avid youtubers with me.

a woman so heartless

Currently listening to: Heartless by Kanye

Howdy, there.
As of now, I'm IMing Martin, my bestfriend fo' lyyyfeee. We're talking about our LOVERS :D Oh. And I'm texting Jillian about some little issue that's in the back of my mind. Times change, and people get over things. Can't hold onto forever.

Today wasn't anything special. Nothing what I was hoping for, actually. But, I was thanked by Amber, which enlightened me. And asked by Jason if I lost weight. Which, by the way, I haven't. More like gained. Sad face.

el click-o for a slap in the face with reality.

And now, Martin and I are discussing our 7th grade year. Which, as I am now realizing, was a really foolish year. That I might almost regret. Martin claims to be especially foolish, but I'm not disagreeing. Wink wink. Martin: "I was a complete idiot"

So I will leave on this note; Think about last year. Remember the things you loved, and the things you are glad to change. Oh, and. That whole family is insane. They don't know right from wrong, and honestly... I want nothing to do with them. I'll keep you posted. Don't worry, I will.

Smile :D

greetings from here

Currently listening to; Way back Into Love from Music & Lyrics

Sunday. February. Warm.
I have no family, and one less friend. Life goes on. Actually, I'm pretty sure my "father" just abused my mother. But, who knows?
That was pretty straightforward, but that's okay.
Don't trust a hoe, lyric of the night.

First post, and it was good stuff, eh?
Website?!
Too late, I'm sure. And lonely, second lyric of the night.

This is a blog, there are no secrets.